Begrudge

I can draw a line through another name, ending a long friendship. This isn't the first, second or third time this has happened and it won't be the last for this particular incident. Call it Alcoholism. For the weak minded.
I'll add another name to my list of people who I can not forgive. I always apply the saying "An elephant never forgets" to my feelings on forgiveness but you were right, I'm not an elephant. 

I need only keep a visual list of people I can't trust, almost everyone before my eyes. In terms of mental stability, people carry a lot of bad things with them.I myself have been drowning in the rush of euphoria, immersing myself into the heavy plot of a good love story in Japanese Anime on Netflix. It's a cold sensation when a show ends and I'm forced with the loud reality ringing in my ears. I'm still here. 

'You can't make me think like you mundane.'